Love Ain’t Nothing But A Heartbreak And Then Heal Again
[Author's note:This is a follow-up from Shan Shan's blog entitled "Unreachable Star"]
In a big big world when two people gets to meet each other,do you call that plain coincident or simply just pure luck?Or is it fate that brought them together?Start off as friends,having soft spot for the one yet couldn’t be there is one thing while being together but unhappy is another matter.Sometimes two people who are totally opposite stucks with each other.Now,do you prefer the former or the latter?
It’s okay to take a few tears now and then and just let them out but however,what hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say but then watching him/her walking away.Never knowing what could’ve been if you could change the past.Do you know the love you can’t have lasts the longest,feels the strongest and hurts the most?
Someone said love is blind but keep in mind that love isn’t a bed of roses.Underneath it all,you have the thorns.If you are not careful enough,you prick your fingers.Talk things out if you think you are taken for granted.Approach your partner in another way.Probably what you have been doing all this while is vague.Make it clear this time.A little bit of ‘manja’ and ‘merajuk’ will probably play the tricks for some of us.
As for guys,take care of her heart before she’s gone.Cherish her love.She might not tell you she’s pretending but she’ll let you have your fun.But when a woman is done,she’s done.And she’ll go just when you are needing her the most.
Never say “I love you”
If you really don’t care
Never talk about feelings
If they really aren’t there
Never hold my hands
If you’re going to break my heart
Never say “I’m going to…”
If you don’t plan to start
Never look into my eyes
If all you say are lies
Never say “Hello”
When you really mean “Goodbye”
If you truly mean forever
Then promise me you’ll try
Never say forever
In the end I’ll only cry
Love hurts.It hurts when you fall in love.It hurts when you fall out of it.Love make life worthwhile but it can also make you sad.Love is such an important part in our lives.It makes life beautiful or it can scar us.Love hurts because only those we love can hurt us.If love is true,you fight,quarrel and get to know the worst about each other.If love fizzles out,you hurt,cry and try to get over it.Sure love is not so simple…
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This is from the bottom of my heart.I have to pour it all out this time.No more telling myself it’s ok.No,it’s not ok.I know I didn’t have to submerge myself into this problematic situation but believe me,somehow I’m affected.Like the tsunami waves hitting the shores without any alarm.
Who’s real?Who’s false?Is people around you are having two personality towards you?I’ve opened my eyes today.Seeing real people with real attitude.It’s embarassing but the truth is my so called ‘friends’ told me they actually HATED me all this while."I hated you since last time.Even till now."Darn…I’m dumbfounded."Oh really?Me too.I hated you as well",I answered casually to hide the broken heart of mine.Though I knew it all along,it still hurts inside.The truth does hurt.And I mean it.Experience it yourself one day and you’ll know exactly how I feel.
Maybe you think I’m just being too sensitive but let me tell you that you are wrong.I’m clear in mind .Her face express it all,her tones is telling me that she is for real.Unlike some others that told me the truth in a less hurtful way.Am I to be blamed for the reason why she hates me?What have I done wrong?It’s just pure crap if your friends hated you.Why?Everything happens,happens for a reason.I know as well that I shouldn’t blamed anyone that hates me regardless of my attitude,my stuck up face or my wrong doings that I never realised.Maybe I never will.
Dear girl,we’ve been friends all these years.Have I ever lied to you?I know at times my words are as sharp as razor.Thank you.Because you’ve done your duty as a friend.To correct me.For a better me.Being so close to you,I never wanna hurt you.I just want the best for you.Putting you in dilemma is one thing I never wanna do.I regretted it when I realised that day things when out of control.If I could,I never wanna reveal those tears.I coudn’t hold it back.I’m sorry.
She wants you.She wants to be close to you.Closer than close.My existence threatens her.I understand.No hard feelings about it after this is done.However,curiosity stirs in me.I thought we are friends-we hang out,we laugh.Am I to naive to see all this isn’t what it seems to be?Hate me-Stay away from me.Don’t give me false hope that we are friends because I am all ready to be closer.I didn’t expect this to happen to me. I thought it’s only a scene written in teenage novels.You wake me up fom my imagination.
With a sigh,I end this with a quote,"A best friend is the one who can look at you with the biggest smile on your face and still know something’s wrong."
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"You’re lucky that you have found the one.Be appretiative…""Mine is a total jerk.I have no tears left for him…"Currently in a relationship?Have you been in this contrast situation before?Are you really happy?Or you thought you are suppose to feel happy but actually you are feeling a little uneasy about it?
Well,a chance encounter at a party,even in classes in school can often lead to romance.Or perhaps in elevator stuck between floors too.Indeed there is no telling where people can find love.Some romantic relationships can take a while to get going.Often two people start off just as friends,with romance slowly blossoming over time.Yet other relationships begin with a raging passion.Then there’s something in between-the romance that starts off as a warm glow then develops a steady flame.Unfortunately,even the best romances can fizzle and die.Raging flames can be doused with time.Mr.Right can turn out to be Mr.All Wrong.
Often when two people came to the simultaneous conclusion that they are not destined to live happily ever after with each other,they usually break up with less or no hard feelings.However,things can get a little messy when only one party feels the need to end a relationship.
If you are stuck between two of your favourite guy,pick one and move on.Sometimes we just have to let some things go.It may be hard but it’s has also never been a good choice to hold on both and kept wasting time.You will just cause heartaches to them and yourself.Simple example,you can never hold on to two of your favourite ice creams in both hand yet at the same time enjoy both without worrying the ice creams melting slowly.It would be a mess.Unless your ice creams are in a cup.(You have control over things in your hand)
So what are you feeling now?Thinking of something?Whatever it is,the decisions is yours to make.There is only two ways to live up with-one:you still want it to keep going because you are afraid that you’ll start to miss him and your love still sparkles.If that’s the case,tolerate and try again.What is there to lose anyway?Two:if you just can’t stop yourself from ending it,then my advice-think twice.The words will be said out from your lips.You can never take it back.Even in courts,you have slim chances to win the case of denying the fact unless you have mental illness.(huh?Mental illness?Hmm..Before the breakup?Wow..So lucky to have found a guy that wouldn’t mind that and too stupid to let go.Hahaz..)
Regardless of whether you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them…it matters not.Because once they enter your life,whatever you were to the world,they become everything to you.You know your life is consumed by their love.
We love them for a million reasons; it’s a thing,an undescriable feeling.
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On last Christmas,I did a very thoughtful thing.Usually,I’ll be the one bugging my friend about what to buy for my boyfriend.But this time,I bought gifts for my two girlfriends and one for my boyfriend.I never told them that I will.It was meant for surprises.After all,isn’t Christmas means giving without expecting anything in return?Well,at least that’s what Santa Claus has been doing all this while right?
The surprises did worked out for my friends.<Because they told me.I hope it was for real.That’s all I ask for>Wanna know what’s my boyfriend’s reaction on the other hand?Lol..I won’t tell but I think I’ll get a B+ <I think> Haha..
When this boyfriend and girlfriend issue come along,will one of them effects our relationship with the others? ‘It’s best not to date your best friend;that you will ruin your friendship and it can never be the same again’-How true is it?Well,I’ll leave that for you to tell me.
Dear boys,have you ever fall in love with a girl so deeply that it hurts?The girl in your dreams is just sitting right beside you and yet it feels as thou you are separated by miles apart?You cared for her so much that when she leaves,it’s as if a piece of the puzzle is missing in your life?You wanna tell her how you feel but you are scared of rejection?Sad..What is worst is when she actually have soft spot on your buddy!! Oh hell no..This is something we never wanna see in real life.Now the question is-How man can you be in this kind of conflict?
As for girls,this one fine guy appeared out of the blue.You both get along well.He brought you to movies,bought you gifts.And you knew that he always like you.Each time he look your way,your heart skipped a beat and your stomach fluttered like the wings of the butterfly.But you never say yes because of million reasons-ego,family,study,not ready to be commited,bla bla bla… You are so undecisive so you choose to continue flirting with the guy?Let it be you said?Similar to the question in the boys column,what if you had a crush on your girlfriend’s man?Is it a no-no?Will you let the guy come between your years of friendship?
This piece of writing is out to all.I’m hoping to receive feedbacks from anyone who happened to read it.Be it positive or negative.You can even share some of your real life experience only if you want to of course.Meanwhile,I’ll pray that the cupid will be careful with their arrows.*winkz*
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