I Never Thought It would End This Way-III
There he was lying unconscious on the bed.I sat beside him,holding his hands. I called him softly by his ear. I prayed that he’d listen and respond to me.Tears began to overflow down my cheeks.Sobs making my body shake. He gradually opened his eyes and his hands slowly reaching for mine.I told him how much I miss him. He took my face between his hands and said,"Don’t cry silly girl.I miss you too.You know I’ll always love you".Gasping in the last breath,that was the last time he ever spoke to me.Tears flow down from his eyes.I cried so hard.Never in my life had I cry this way.
After the funeral,his mum passed me a note. It was a letter for me from him which she found in his diary.
Dear,how are you doing?I pray that you are happy always.Well,I miss you here.So I thought of writing to you.I’ve got a secret to tell.Remember I told you I was with a girl?I broke off with her already.It’s unfair to her.I have someone else in my heart.Are you going to say I’m bad?Yeah…Maybe I am.Because when you leave,I realise that I still love you.You.But I didn’t tell you.I don’t want to put you in dillema.I know for sure if I tell you this,you’ll feel pity for me.Like the first time under the rain that night.How I wish I can be selfish.That you’ll come back and tell me you want me back.I know…It’s never gonna happen right?It may sound crasy but I just need you to know that I made up my mind to only love you forever.No one else but you.I’ll be there when you need me.I’m your shadow each time you want companion.I promise.I love you.
I sigh as I remember these painful memories,but I didn’t cry.I have no tears left for him.He’s gone now and my dreams have been shattered by the harsh situation.When he left,he took a piece of my heart with him. As I look back now,I see that it was a time of mourning-I was mourning that I didn’t had the chance to tell him I still love him too.I didn’t think the hurt would ever end.
The only thing he ever gave to me that I’ll able to carry with me forever is the discovery of my inner strength.It will carry me through all the pain,all the hurt and I will survive.I smile as I remember him,somehow I know he’s watching me from above and I’ll find myself again.
The end.*Sigh* Love left unspoken huh?So any comments about the ending?Write to me.Thank you.Have a nice day.
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At the air plane terminal, I cried bitterly the day we parted,feeling utterly alone. I didn’t know how long I stood there holding him, breathing in his scent with my face pressed against his shirt.I know I didn’t I want to let go. I tasted the salt as I wept, feeling so angry at the world and at life. I had found my love, the one I wanted to be with forever and life had chosen to be cruel and unfair,keeping us over one hundred miles away from each other.It might as well have been 10 million.For a while,I couldn’t eat or sleep. I felt so sick and empty. I didn’t think I’d be able to go on without him.
Love has a tendency to fade.Ours did after a year-and-a-half. We had given each other a lot,including the confidence to grow into our own people and ultimately to grow apart.One day, I just didn’t feel the love anymore. We both felt the slow drift apart yet neither of us really wanted to admit that our fire was blowing out. We had been together for almost four years and secretly I knew no longer.
Although our relationship ended, our connection stayed strong. We have changed and grown. I am involved with someone new and wonderful,and so is he. One day during summer break, I decided to go back home and surprise them.I called him on the day I arrived.But he didn’t answer. I tried again,again and again.Still he didn’t answer.I was a little angry with that.
Two days later I visited him at his house only to be told by his mum that he was admitted to the hospital with critical condition.It seems that he lost control of his car when he was trying to pick up his cellphone under the passenger seat to answer a call.Darn!Was it me the one calling?Is it me?Me?Me? Upon hearing the news,I left the house and drove like a mad girl to the hospital.
Is he going to survive?What does the future holds for them?Read on to the next post up for the ending of the story.It might just disappoint you or surprises you.Hope you enjoy reading it.
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I Never Thought It Would End This Way-I
In most teen’s years, falling in love begins with infatuation which most innocent teens thought what love at first sight is all about. ‘Every story has three sides to it-yours, mine and the facts.’ This is my side of story.
Many years back, I met him on the street on a rainy day just like in a movie. That night, the rain poured like sheets. With what I had with me-my Louis Vutton handbag, I sheltered myself with it and quickly hurried into a phone booth. I was totally soaked. I fidgeted with my fingers, trying to get some warmth by rubbing my hands together and I was shivering down to my knees.
The wait for the rain to stop seems like eternity. Suddenly he appeared from nowhere. He rushed into the phone booth not realizing I was in there. It was awkward. He asked if he should leave but I let him stay out of pity. I didn’t bother to start a conversation. I was already freezing. What matters to me most was to get home immediately and wrapped myself up with my blanket. Alas, the rain stopped. We went on our separate paths not even taking a glance back.
After settling down, I dozed off. The sun rays shone through my window the next morning. I was greeted by the melodious chirpings of the magpies on the tree. Feeling drowsy, I pulled myself up, stretched and get of f the bed. After that, it was the same routine of attending classes in college.
My girlfriends told me that there will be a new student joining our chemistry class. I paid no attention to the news they brought. The door eked open and to my surprise, he was the guy I was trapped with in the phone booth. Out of a sudden, I began to feel butterflies in my stomach when he smiled to me.
With assignments and chances of meeting up in classes, it’s not surprising anymore that we both gets closer although our first met was awkward. Going into the second semester, we were already inseparable. I could still remember vividly the first time he brought me to the beach. We were sitting on the cold shore combing the sand around us. It was windy and the cool mist coming off the waves feels cold and calming. I was bundled up in his arms and he gently touched my face and kissed my lips.
They say beautiful moments never last. After I had graduated from college, I had to leave hometown to pursue my further studies. I never had faith in LDR (long distance relationship). So I suggested to him that we break it off. But he insisted that we hold on as long as we could.
Aren’t they lovely as a couple?Hand in hand strolling down the shore…Unfortunately,the girl is leaving.Will she stay for the sake of him?Will he beg her to stay?Will their love at first sight last forever?
*Follow up with the continuation in the next post up*
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