I Never Thought It would End This Way-II

August 19th, 2007

At the air plane terminal, I cried bitterly the day we parted,feeling utterly alone. I didn’t know how long I stood there holding him, breathing in his scent with my face pressed against his shirt.I know I didn’t I want to let go. I tasted the salt as I wept, feeling so angry at the world and at life. I had found my love, the one I wanted to be with forever and life had chosen to be cruel and unfair,keeping us over one hundred miles away from each other.It might as well have been 10 million.For a while,I couldn’t eat or sleep. I felt so sick and empty. I didn’t think I’d be able to go on without him.

Love has a tendency to fade.Ours did after a year-and-a-half. We had given each other a lot,including the confidence to grow into our own people and ultimately to grow apart.One day, I just didn’t feel the love anymore. We both felt the slow drift apart yet neither of us really wanted to admit that our fire was blowing out. We had been together for almost four years and secretly I knew no longer.

Although our relationship ended, our connection stayed strong. We have changed and grown. I am involved with someone new and wonderful,and so is he. One day during summer break, I decided to go back home and surprise them.I called him on the day I arrived.But he didn’t answer. I tried again,again and again.Still he didn’t answer.I was a little angry with that.

Two days later I visited him at his house only to be told by his mum that he was admitted to the hospital with critical condition.It seems that he lost control of his car when he was trying to pick up his cellphone under the passenger seat to answer a call.Darn!Was it me the one calling?Is it me?Me?Me? Upon hearing the news,I left the house and drove like a mad girl to the hospital.

Is he going to survive?What does the future holds for them?Read on to the next post up for the ending of the story.It might just disappoint you or surprises you.Hope you enjoy reading it.




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