I Never Thought It would End This Way-III

There he was lying unconscious on the bed.I sat beside him,holding his hands. I called him softly by his ear. I prayed that he’d listen and respond to me.Tears began to overflow down my cheeks.Sobs making my body shake. He gradually opened his eyes and his hands slowly reaching for mine.I told him how much I miss him. He took my face between his hands and said,"Don’t cry silly girl.I miss you too.You know I’ll always love you".Gasping in the last breath,that was the last time he ever spoke to me.Tears flow down from his eyes.I cried so hard.Never in my life had I cry this way.

After the funeral,his mum passed me a note. It was a letter for me from him which she found in his diary.

Dear,how are you doing?I pray that you are happy always.Well,I miss you here.So I thought of writing to you.I’ve got a secret to tell.Remember I told you I was with a girl?I broke off with her already.It’s unfair to her.I have someone else in my heart.Are you going to say I’m bad?Yeah…Maybe I am.Because when you leave,I realise that I still love you.You.But I didn’t tell you.I don’t want to put you in dillema.I know for sure if I tell you this,you’ll feel pity for me.Like the first time under the rain that night.How I wish I can be selfish.That you’ll come back and tell me you want me back.I know…It’s never gonna happen right?It may sound crasy but I just need you to know that I made up my mind to only love you forever.No one else but you.I’ll be there when you need me.I’m your shadow each time you want companion.I promise.I love you.

I sigh as I remember these painful memories,but I didn’t cry.I have no tears left for him.He’s gone now and my dreams have been shattered by the harsh situation.When he left,he took a piece of my heart with him. As I look back now,I see that it was a time of mourning-I was mourning that I didn’t had the chance to tell him I still love him too.I didn’t think the hurt would ever end.

The only thing he ever gave to me that I’ll able to carry with me forever is the discovery of my inner strength.It will carry me through all the pain,all the hurt and I will survive.I smile as I remember him,somehow I know he’s watching me from above and I’ll find myself again.

The end.*Sigh* Love left unspoken huh?So any comments about the ending?Write to me.Thank you.Have a nice day.

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